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This song is about being afraid to leave a relationship because even though it's unhappy, at least it's familiar.
lyrics
I'm so scared.
I know that I should leave,
But I'm still so scared.
The only thing I've ever known.
The years we've spent together thrown down the drain
And we are forced to start again.
It would be easier to stay,
But what is easy anyway?
It's not fair and it's not right,
But even then...
I'm still so scared.
I'm so scared.
I have dreams
Where I'm flying through the sky.
Yes, I have dreams
Where I'm chasing butterflies.
Then suddenly I'm stuck in spiderwebs
And then the spider comes,
But when it turns around it has your face.
The thing about it is you don't try to hurt me.
You just stand and cry
And I can only watch from my dark place.
So, yeah I'm scared.
I'm really, really scared.
I am daunted, trembling scared.
I'm scared.
I'm scared.
And I'm trying to think of more than just myself.
It doesn't help that you've grown difficult to talk to.
I'm not afraid because it's gonna hurt like Hell.
I'm just afraid of all the Hell I'll have to walk through.
And so, I'm scared.
I'm absolutely scared.
I'm scared,
I'm scared,
I'm scared.
I've never been so scared.
But I can't be.
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released April 10, 2020
Recorded live at local public radio station WEXT, 97.7 or 106.1. FM
www.wextradio.org#stream/0
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